Mar 03

This is an email I sent my family because if something happened to me I wanted them to know.

Something very very strange happened yesterday. I was outside walking with the dogs down the dirt road all of a sudden my world tilted, I felt detached from my body (actually a deep sensation of being pulled away from my body), I could hardly put one foot in front of the other. Really hard to explain the feeling, but it was VERY intense. I stood there a minute thinking if this was just dizziness it would subside, but it didn’t. And it wasn’t really a dizzy feeling, I did fell disoriented, and not in control of my body, but I did NOT feel like I was going to black out, I was very aware. I turned around to walk back to the house because I thought I didn’t want to pass out on the dirt road and lay there in the cold and that I needed to get the dogs back inside where they would be safe. It was really really hard to walk. Almost comical. I took a few deep cleansing breaths and waited again for it to pass, but it didn’t. I started calling out for the dogs to go inside and made my way down the dirt road toward the front door. It was crazy! I slowly put one leg in front of the other and had to consciously think about walking. I put my arms out to try and balance myself. It took me about five minutes but I made it back inside the house and the minute I walked inside it stopped.

I was pretty freaked out by now. I took a drink of water and just did some slow deep breaths and relaxed myself. I felt fine. So I tried to duplicate it thinking it was either some kind of dizziness from low blood pressure or an inner ear imbalance. I walked up and down the stairs a few times, did some toe touches, even spun around a few times but nothing happened.

It’s like NOTHING I’ve ever felt before. I actually felt as if my soul was being pulled out of my body. I had very little control over walking and standing up straight. The world looked tilted. But I was very much aware and didn’t feel ill, I just felt … well this is highly abnormal. It was so strange I even chuckled a little, but at the same time I was a little scared.

I feel fine today and have no idea what it was. I’ll let you know if it happens again.
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My mother replied, having had similar experiences:

Ive experienced this several times in the past 20 years, first time on Arizona I was walking down a hall and felt as if I had left my body (not an not an accurate description but unlike anything I’ve felt) I kept walking and it was soon over and it only left me bewildered? Then it happened when I was driving the van with clients in it, I pulled over to the curb and waited, fearing I was going to pass out or perhaps die and didn’t want any of them hurt…it has happened since but I’ve tested myself, blood pressure and sugar, and nothing was abnormal and there is never any pain or confusion. Maybe we are practicing for the rapture? Let me know love momma
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My reply to her email:

Well I am glad to know I’m not the only one! It was truly an experience I’ve never had before, not even on LSD. It was so very surreal and unexplainable. I think if I had not cared about falling in the cold dirt and having the dogs run loose and just “went with it” I could have flown. But I actually felt like I was “hanging on” to my body and concentrating on getting back in the warm house and having the dogs safe that I fought against it. I tried to duplicate it inside the house just so I could see where it would take me, but it didn’t happen. And yes! I even thought that what if that was the rapture and I fought against it ha ha .. and I was left behind! The pulling sensation was SO Strong I even thought I may have been being beamed up! Darn dogs … they’re gonna keep me grounded !

Mar 03

Since I’m starting this blog at such a late date in my researching, learning process, discovery of self … I’ll just post this synopsis of what I’ve learned so far .. I’m sure I’ve already forgotten more than I’ve learned since this process has taken 57 years. Some of this observation is tongue-in-cheek, meaning .. I do have a sense of humor.

I am a divine being. We are all one. We live in a world of duality. Earth is a cosmic experiment and everyone is watching. I chose to be here to help in this experiment. This physical world is controlled mentally, monetarily and somewhat emotionally by an elite group of greedy bastards who may or may not be lizards and want us to remain in fear, and keep secrets from us. Flying saucers are real. Some of them may be ours. Our ancestors were extraterrestrials. Much of ancient history and many different religions all say the same things. God is the divine creator of everything. I truly believe in God. I truly believe in LOVE. Everything flows in a circular motion. Sacred geometry exists in all things. The government created a strawman to deal with me legally … I am not that thing, I am a living soul. Free energy would make this a better world. The One World Government is socialism, the last straw to bring about the rapture (or evolution of our species). What are they spraying in the atmosphere with those chemtrails? Don’t get the flu shot. There may be some cataclysmic earth changes ahead .. hell, they are already taking place! I got chakras and boy are they pretty. We vibrate at a certain frequency .. when the veil is lifted we will be aware of other frequencies and dimensions. Love conquers all. Love one another. Be kind to others and love them as yourself (since they are really just another aspect of you). Never ever let anyone make you afraid! Fear is the opposite of LOVE. Lizards like fear, don’t feed the lizards.

Beam me up Scotty.

Mar 03

I got an email from Ancestry.com entitled “Who Do You Think You Are?” asking me to watch an upcoming television show that they say “is a unique show that takes a personal look into the family stories of seven celebrities, while helping people everywhere understand what they could discover about their own family history.”

Some time back, I played with Ancestry.com a little, but didn’t sign up as I had better things to spend money on. But what I find funny is the title “Who Do You Think You Are”. I KNOW who I am … not just my name, or this body I inhabit (which I call MY RIDE). I am a divine spirit on a journey in this flesh and blood vehicle which is riding on a planet spinning in space.

What would REALLY be interesting is if we could trace our ancestry back to the beginning! I can’t find any ancestors past my great grandparents. Other than rumors from my family of who our ancestors were, there is no real proof I came from that famous family line. Furthermore, I’m not sure I want to be associated with them as they were Conquistadors and weren’t very nice to the indigenous people they met.

Just a personal observation.